...Better Love Deserving Of

The deep brown eyes that confuse people with black.
How simple it would be to get want I want but how simple it'd be to ruin what I love yet cause me so much misery.
If I were to confess, how would you react?
I dont want to take that chance honey so dont blame me.
I want the closure that i think everyone deserves but cant achieve.
You sure as hell wont be the one to give me that closure.
You own to many right now.
Your head is swollen with the idea that you can have whatever you want and I wont give you the satisfaction behind the terrible truth.
I wont fall into the trap that you've set for so many
I wont let any own my happiness.
I say that but as soon as I see you, i'll melt into a cup mixed with hatred and lust.

Closure is something that I know you cant provide, so I just fuck with your heartless bullshit.